Undecided

So I'm feeling like I need to change my hair. It always seems the same and I'm bored with it. I always do the same color job, same cut, same style, blah, blah, blah. I don't spend as much time getting ready as I used to and maybe that's what the problem is. I'd love to change the color and do something fun and darker, but doing anything other than blonde terrifies me and I don't think I look like myself. I thought about cutting it short, but it would still need to be long enough for a pony tail. I decided to do full bangs today instead of sweeping them to the side and style the rest a little differently, but I'm not sure what I think of it. I'm pretty sure Ben won't like it, so maybe I'll do it like this on days he gets home late just for something different Ü. HHmmmm........